My New Life ?

Well..  hello college life :)
Ok, everythings that happened this time is totally beyond my expectation!
All of the things that i used to imagined, are become thruuu man!
It started since i accepted in college :)
I still can't believe it that i can. yea.. it was because of i "still" don't have a confidence in my self but i can handle it anyway.
You know what? first, i used to really want to have my own bedroom. in my 18th years of life i share the same bedroom with my sister which is it can be annoying sometimes. Then, voila! finally i have my own room even it's not permanent. Second, when i was in elementary school i used to want my best friend live near me so we can meet often. Then voila ! it's just happened that way. The person might be different but the air between us can be called as best friend. and many more..
Very recently my imagination has came true. Well, i love watch dramas such as korean drama, mostly storyline in teenlit drama shows that college student sometimes go trip together with their friends. Without parents or any adults. We've became adult anyway, then i always tought it would be fun, i wish i could do that one day, then it really happened!! that pic is the prove!! and it was really nice even though only for 2 days.   
Since i'm not good enough with words i can't write how grateful i am for the many things that i recently recieve  from the one who make this world:'). I am just very grateful that i can meet you guys!!!

P.S: Actually the guys that i mean are not just people in the photo,but that pic i look so beautiful from head to toe so .. yea, you know girls, right? 😜 

December 23rd 2018
     18.58 WIB      

Physics Departmen

      Well, whenever I heard that word, there's many kind of memories that flashed in my head. 

       First, actually I'm not good enough with words. I can't speak well suddenly. So, here's the story...

     Hey the future me, here I am, your teenagers days. You might forget this memories one day. I hope whenever you see this, it can brightened your day. Shed any tears not allowed! Just kidding:) 

     Okay, yesterday at 10 o'clock, 8th of December 2017. Physics department has ended, officially. I was so disappointed and felt bad. Why good things ended so quickly? Yesterday I almost shed a tears, but their stories are not sad enough.lol. (I shouldn't say it gosh!) but it touch my little heart.

     Thank you for the teachers in deptfis of that time. They've made us " ronceng group of spectrum " closer than before. Now I didn't feel awkward to greet them wherever I am. I guess I feel our togetherness much more than before. I really thought them as my second family. To be truth, I have social anxiety. I can't feel comfortable with new friends that fast, even when I entered high school it takes one year to makes me opened with my classmate . It's because I don't have much confident in my self, especially with my brains and looks. But somehow these days I can get rid of that thought. I think it's because the schedule in deptfis super FULL, so I don't have time to think about that.

      In my old days I always unwilling to ask the teacher if there's any lesson that I don't understand. But in deptfis the teachers makes me believe it's ok to ask we won't bite you.lol.no. I mean we will help you till the end. I am very grateful with that kind attitude of yours. May Allah repay your kindness in any way. I believe you will success in every thing you do, but please don't forget us ! I would like to remains in your memories forever.

       I'm sorry I wasn't try hard enough that time. If one day I failed, don't blame any of yourself. You've done great. But I hope I can repay your effort to teach us with pass on PTN exam.

    So, here's the end of my unspoken speech that concluded as "deptfis seru,terbaik!". I'm sorry I can't say it directly last night because I might shed tears (or may I should? It'll be great i guess).

   I hope the teachers of deptfis and my ronceng squad read this indirect letter one day. Any of you might think it's lebay or even didn't care but that's how I felt, more or less. 

     Ok now I gonna start do the remedial task.(sorry Anit at the time I write this I ignore your Whatsapp message hehehh) 

 December 9th 2017 

15.17 WIB